I wonder if it's normal - thinking about my husband, wishing I could be with him, and then realizing with a crushing, sinking feeling that he'd probably just push me away.

Do you think that he'd stop pushing me away so much if he saw that there are at least three people that I work with who WOULDN'T?

Is it normal for me to keep thinking about that one little incident, the one where I wasn't apparently arousing enough to be kissed? I mean, three days later? And start crying all over again?

the last trail...the next path