So I've managed to screw up so bad that he'll probably never make love to me again. But he made me feel so horrible! How could I ever have felt sexy? I thought my body was at least a little attractive, but he doesn't even acknowledge when I'm trying to be sexy. I try to be respectful of the fact that he has asthma and I HOLD MY BREATH while kissing him so that he can breathe, and still he turns away from me. Now I irritated him during sex. You should have seen the way he was looking at me. And it made me cry. I'm pretty sure he'll never touch me again.

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