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2006-09-14...10:14 p.m.
Okay, I can admit it.
Most of my issues about Corey's drinking are selfish. I think it sucks that, like tonight, I can't go and drink and have fun and enjoy my friends like he can.
(eek, it's hard to type after 4 amarettos)
Why is it that when he wants to go to a bar by himself, I'm supposed to take it like it's nothing? And often, I do?
What a total crock of shit.
I wanted to stay longer. People I hadn't seen in a dog's age were there. Instead of visiting with them, like I wanted, I spent the night sitting quietly by him. Because god forbid I should neglect him. I wasn't ready to go home. I wasn't ready to stop singing. And it was frustrating seeing people that I wanted to hang out with sitting on the other side of the bar. Angering, even.
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!
the last trail...the next path
