I keep putting on weight, and I don't know if it's because of how and what I'm eating (no different from last month) or if it's because winter is coming and my body is preparing, or what. But it's been a couple pounds here and there, and I'm approaching a point where I'm wondering if I'm a lot bigger than I think I am. It's still really hard for me to see myself as anything but skinny. When I can't see my reflection, I forget that I'm not a little toothpick anymore. Does everyone look at me like I'm crazy when I say I'm small?

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